Laugh. Dance. Climb.

2010-04-12T18:58:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh hahahahhahaha!
So long never update!!
I seriously have nothing much to post about..
So There! :P

2010-03-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

A BIGBIG SIGH.
Why does almost every teenager want to find LOVE♥ now?
I see no sense in it at all...
Because LOVE♥ isnt that easily found right?
It is only very rarely found in secondary schools..
Yet alot of people are saying I LOVE HER I LOVE HIM..
LOL sia...
So weird.

2010-03-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

I removed my playlist..
It serves no purpose anyway.
The music cannnot be played!!>:(

2010-03-20T18:20:00.003+08:00

Im currently reading someone's blog..
I think that i can really feel what he feels... Some of the things that he writes, i can relate to it...
but i'll not share the link or name of the person though..
Private! MINE! ALL MINE! hahaha
Kidding.
Teeth ache.

2010-03-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

Ah! I haven't blogged in so long!
It might be because of the fact that i don't like to type on my handphone, where when i blog, i usually babble about alot of stuff...
Anyways, just a little tip if you dont want me to piss you off! :
Don't "EH" me when you send me a sms, because i will send you a very pissing and evil reply.
hehe.
Anyways, Congratulations to Jiahui and Nadiah for winning a prize at Boulderactive!

I dont expect anything in return for me helping you,

all i want is just a simple and sincere "Thank you!" .

I keep asking myself, "Why did you help her, Nicolea?"

And i have the same answer, "I dont know, it just came out."

I somehow feel that i have helped someone which has no feelings, and no emotions at all.

because i dont seem to feel the gratitude that you have apparently shown to me.

Why? Why?! WHY?!

Why did i help you? I dont seem to comprehend.

It seems that when you say something positive to water or rice,

when frozen, it comes out as something beautiful.

When something negative, hurtful or evil is said to water or rice,

when frozen, it comes out as something ugly or rotten.

We, as Humans, are mostly made up of water.

If we say something positive to ourselves,

Wont we come out beautiful?

But why is it so hard to be positive,

when my life is already ruined this way?

2010-02-20T21:32:00.001+08:00

i'm not being emo mr. ryan foo!! this is like what i feel sia.. :(
anyways i don't care alr!!
life sucks and i really don't care bout any shit anymore.
fuck this shit!! :'(

2010-02-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Sigh. i'm really tired.
I WANT A BREAK FROM LIFE!! :(
there's too many things to be done, to be said, and to be heard, but there's too little time..
Life's just too short, and i'm wasting my time on blogging!
i really feel so alone in this world.
only Few understand what i'm going through, but many judge me,thinking i'm this, i'm that.
i really want more time. time to play, to do what i want to do. i want more time to spend with my friends, with my family...
i just wish for someone to pat me on my back, telling me i did the best that i could have done, praising me..
that'll never happen because i'm not the best, and i'll never be. no matter how much effort i put on, nobody sees it...
whatever. life holds no meaning for me..
:'(

2010-02-10T18:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the worst day of my life.
Everything about it sucked.
EVERYTHING.
Im feeling really hurt and embarassed right now.
Everything you ever wanted to hide, laid out on the table in front of you.
All your weaknesses and the bad things that you've done, laid out on the floor.
Everything you've ever done, good or bad, everything you've ever felt, happy or sad, laid out on the world.
Betrayed much?
Hmm.. Today was also not a good day, I'm feeling so tired from crying alot last night.
Why did i cry!? I dont even know..
I guess im just feeling depressed..
Anyways the common tests are here.
Its SO. fast..
I really need to study for math.. but i dont wanna. But i gotta.
Wish i could just vanish or die... take a plane to the bermuda triangle and disappear.
:(

2010-02-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

I am so tired!! Haha,
i did 2.4 today, but i didnt actually run for the full course..
my chest was aching!! I didnt know why.
o_o!
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hahahah i am extremely tired..
Im just sitting here. Doing nothing.
resting..
hahaha.

2010-02-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

Woah~
I have not updated in like years man! hahaha not actually years but..
you get what i mean.
Haha, lots of things have happened since the last time i updated..
haha firstly my knowledge has increased on many things.
On life, love and studies.
haha!
i think i am going nutz.
haha..
anyway, i am so tired now..
i dont know why my right side of my body is always injured..
haha! Need to take care! :P

2010-01-24T14:53:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHH~
Im slipping under.
I cant finish all my homework! I fell like im gonna crash soon!
What to do?!
I am soooo tired from all the trainings.
I need to sleep, but i cant! hahaha
Sad huh..
Will not be blogging much anyway.
:)
feeling like im going to puke after this last-time-i-like-but-now-it-tastes-like-crap icecream.
Sigh.
Haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvaj8YqoCVc
I like this song! haha

2010-01-21T17:23:00.002+08:00

Ohmyfuck just go fuck yourself.
Seriously, do you have no sense of respect at all?!
URGH.

2010-01-16T20:23:00.001+08:00

AHH.
Fell down yesterday.. Hurt me wrist.
sad sia.
hahaha.
ahh~ Have to do DNT.
Havent done it yet.
SIGH.

2010-01-14T16:58:00.001+08:00

Ahhh~..
Oh my goodness can someone just help me with my life?!?! And maths too.
Heehee.
Me suck at math.
me cant do anything at all.
:P Sigh Crap.
i hope i dont fail...
:'(

2010-01-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

I really really feel like changing my blogskin to something really emo and black.
Because that i exactly what i am feeling right now.
The world holds nothing for me to be here.
I feel so.. empty.
And deep.
Im stuck in a deep deep hole, and even the longest of ropes cant pull me out, because its just unreachable.
I wondered many times to myself today.
Did you do something wrong Nicolea? Should you have done that? Are you sure?
Because Im pretty sure that i pissed a few people off today.
I have tons of homework and i really have no mood to do it, because im just really moody today, and i dont have pms.
Many people want to disappear, but i just wish that i could have never been born..
The world would be a much better place, i guess?

2010-01-10T13:50:00.001+08:00

ahhhhh~
So tired!! :(
Scraped the whole skin off my finger, awesomeness huh..
Haha, too bad for me!
E Math is so hard!! OMG I REALLY NEED HELP!! :(
Will try to understand more... : (
tired.
going out to buy files from popular later..
sigh.

2010-01-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

Will not be posting much these few days, not until the weekends..
Im trying my best to only use the computer for less then 1 1/2 hr every day...
Wait.. actually 1 hr..
Its such a short time, and theres so many things to do! :(
Anyways, also trying my best not to sleep in class anymore..
but its just so ... tiring...
Had ODAC today, it was a great start to the year! :)
Going to sleep soon, latest sleeping time is at 1030!!
Im a little tiny baby, i need lots of sleep, but no matter how much i get, i can never stay awake in school because i cant sit in ONE spot for the whole day without feeling tired.
I need to move around!! :(

Oh crap! The best thing just happened to me. Awesome.
Just plain awesome. How am i going to concentrate in class?
:(

2010-01-03T00:01:00.005+08:00

Wahh~~
Cut my hair today!
Its real short and i feel so light! No, wait my head feels light. Im not light. haha!
Ahhh, had a headache just now, luckily it went away...
Haha,
I lend you something when you request for it, but when i request for something similar of yours, you dont lend it to me.
Why is that so?
And i dont know how to reject you, so thats kinda stupid of me right?
I need to take some how-to-reject-peoples-requests class.
Selfish man.
You request for it once or twice is okay. But if you request for it everytime you see me, its just irritating, and ANNOYING.
I mean like. Seriously. Every. Single. Time.
Imagine how you would feel if people keep asking for things of yours.
Its just annoying and frustrating.
Ugh.
I need to go for something dumb tomorrow, so i need to sleep early....
Sighhhhz. Me no want to go.
Full school uniform attire. I so LOVE that.
Need to go now, need to sleep.
Papa is going to switch off the modem...?
Is that how its spelt?
Never mind. Got to go now, will blog soon!
Crap me no want school to start... D;

2009-12-31T23:44:00.004+08:00

Watched the movie Old Dogs today!!
AWESOME if you like comedy!
Haha, its just so funny!!
Worth watching! came out of the theatre @ 2 : 43?
and the queue for the movie tickets @ century spuare is like from the counter till comics connection, which is like FAR.
Went to McCafe and had the last Frappe of the year!! did not enjoy it tho.
It was... bad. It turned watery after like.. 5 mins?
sigh.
Anyways. Its going to be 2010 in like.. 15 mins? haha
Happy new year to all!

FUCKER. Think youre SOOO Great.
Like real. So immature to think that you're the greatest person in the world.
Awww. Did your little ego get too big for your head. Thats just toooo bad then.
But wait, it actually happens quite often right? Aww.. Go get a bigger head then.
Thats just too bad for you!
Anyhow call people names bitch here bitch there, but i think you're the real bitch.
Urgh. What am i doing? Wasting my precious time on you?
I've got better things to do.

(P.S. : Special note to Lena :
This is not emo, this is just angry!! Theres a difference!! Hahaha!!
D:<> is not the same as :'( )

2009-12-28T16:41:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh~
So sleepy... heehee
im gonna crash one of these days, i keep sleeping at like 1am - 3am at night, i wake up at about 12 - 1pm in the afternoon...
Sigh. I need to get my sleeping "schedule" in place!! Heehee
Im currently watching a drama called Mr. Brain, and its really interesting!
I learned many things about the brain that i didnt know! Like ..
When people lie, they usually subconsiously look towards the right!
Also the left brain controls the right side of your body's movement, while the right side controls the left side of the body's movement!
Do you know that the right side of your brain determines the gender of a person?
Woah.. knowledge manz.
in every episode, there is usually a murder, and the police have to solve it, but usually, a neuroscientist solves it..
hahaha its really nice im watching it now!! :)

2009-12-25T00:41:00.002+08:00

For some stupid reason or another, i cant sign in to plurk..
But im happy because "Im sucking too hard on my lollipop pop! "
LOL Random moment.. Heeeheeee
going to have a party at my house tomorrow, with all my relatives from me mummys side..
need to pack up my room, and im only about 1/4 through..
Sigh...
D:
I really hope for something not to happen tomorrow....
awaiting goodies tho!!
Eclairs and cream puffs and nuggets and moremoremore~
Im getting fat.
Who cares? Heeheee
Live your life!

2009-12-25T00:41:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas!
Watch out for Santa coming through your chimney!

2009-12-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

You just don't get it, do you?
I am really really tired from facing this same shit everyday.
You just can't feel what it is like to be in my shoes.
We teach, you play. Why?
Why cant you just learn something from nothing?
Anyone can learn something when being taught, but only some can learn something without being taught, but by just paying attention, observing, and using that same skills.
Oh, just fuck this shit man.
Fuck this fucking shit!!!!!!!!
URGH.

2009-12-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahahahhahaha!!
I came across a few videos on Big Bang's parodies of Korean dramas.. and THEY ARE HILARIOUS
They are a korean guy group.. and they act like girls and some other stuffs, and its really hilarious!! Hahaha they fake kiss also funny hahaha!!
Anyways, was so tired today..........
Sleepy manz. :0 (Yawns)
I think i kinda like... crack my jaw a lil when i YAWNED :0 a little too big-ily
Hahahahaa :D

2009-12-21T20:18:00.002+08:00

Went to tighten my braces today, but when out with sister in the morning.
Man, i tell you, she's a really late person!!
Haha, supposed to meet her friend at 12, but at 12:30 still not out, haha!
So anyways, when to the mrt platform and she realised she forgot to bring something, and rushed home to get it, and i had to stay at the platform for about 30 minutes.
So later, went to tampines mall, sister wanted to eat Popeye's, went there, but IT WAS PACKED. >:(
So went to food junction and ate Pepper Lunch~
heeeheeee.
I really had like some time before my dental appointment after reaching Eastpoint, so i went to Pet Safari.
Chow chow's gone..... :(
Went for dental, and it took about.. 15 minutes? really short!
haha, changed the colour.
I saw the pink, and i thought, Oh well, i'll just give Mr. Pinky a try, since i always take Ms. Blue..
YES ITS MR. PINKY AND MS. BLUE. HMPF
so it turns out that..... MR PINKY IS REALLLLLLLLY PINK.
SO PINK. BRIGHT PINK. PINK PINK PINK.
sigh. 1 month of mr. pinky><

2009-12-19T01:22:00.003+08:00

I hate people who make assumptions.
And call people names, and insult people.
That person, i live with everyday.
Everytime she sees me in my cca clothes, she immediately assumes that i just had training and im really sweaty, really smelly.
And she canes me when i rebel.
I mean, can't she find a more creative way to punish me, instead of using a thin stick made of bamboo bought at a local supermarket?
Oh, right. She just grabs anything that she can find within her reach.
Hangers, newspapers, anything.
How immature. She treats me like a little kid.
I havent grown up yet. Im still a little 10 year old child that needs to be caned when i do something wrong.
Even when i dont do something wrong, i get caned.
How childish.
I get caned, because i slammed the door really hard, because i was angry, because my sister treated me like a dog, because she made me pick up stuff she threw on the floor.
How come i always get treated like a dog, be it by my friends, be it by my parents, be it by my sister.
Maybe in my past life, i was a dog. How predictable.
I have many qualities like a dog.
Loyal, always following someone, never leading the way, needs to entertain others, needs to always be happy, sleeps, eats, shits.
Guess thats my life right?
Just fuck it.
Yes, i said fuck. You got a problem with that?

Time heals all wounds.

2009-12-18T01:15:00.003+08:00

Apologies dont count, once the damage is too deep.
At least, it is better to have loved and lost, than to not have loved at all right?
I am really sorry about the mistake i made today. I really hope that like what Ryan has said, Time will heal all wounds.
But what if, what if, the wound gets an infection?
What am i talking about man.
While i am waiting for time to pass to heal my wounds, i am hurting deep deep inside.. :(
I really hope time will pass quickly....

Right now, All because of someone called Zhining, I am like.. crazy with Korean Music, as i blog hop when im bored, and her mixpod list is like BOOMZ full of Kpop...
Sigh.

2009-12-16T18:38:00.004+08:00

Went out today, first to compass point, then to City Square Mall, the newly made eco mall...
Its really BIG. Like.... BIG.
Hoping to lepak there after climb asia!! :D
Its really cool there, although there is some places where it is a total waaste of space, because its like.. empty. Without any shops or anything..

Outside the mall, Christmas Decorations..

The mall!!

A UNICORN~

The unicorn has... eyelashes.
Anyways, theres alot of food and shops there..
Coffee Bean, Manhattan Fish Market, Sushi Tei, McDonald's, Seoul Garden, Old Chang kee... And lots lots more that i cant remeber..
Theres also Kopitiam, and its really really awesome there!!! :DDDDD
The kopitiam is awesome..
sigh. Got to go now anyways!
Byebye~

2009-12-15T14:26:00.001+08:00

Why!!!!! :(
sob sob sob..

Living for the happiness of others, just lifeless.

2009-12-13T16:01:00.004+08:00

Got scolded for nothing today. Really weird.
Mom thought that i fought with my dad and scolded me... ?
Hahaha, weird.
Anyways, my internet is really loading things really slowly, so i am trying to not load so many things at one time.
I think mixpod has a problem, because my playlist is abit weird...
Gonna check it out later.
Sigh! Haha, i really need to find and think about what to buy for Christmas...
Anyone reading this! I want something for christmas! I want money! I need to buy presents! hahahahahaha just joking;D

You think you know everything, that you understand everything.
But you know what? You don't. You're just trying to be part of something which you're not.
Stop trying to be something that you're not! Why can't you just be yourself?
Why do you have so many different personalities, suited for different people?
Can't you just be one person, with one personality, instead of trying to fit to everyone's needs to be the popular girl, the pretty girl, the one that everyone likes, the teacher's pet....

2009-12-09T14:24:00.002+08:00

Heh Heh Heh.
Got nothing much to blog about today tho.
Haha, got introduced to this show called 3 Dads and 1 Mom.
Haha, its really funny! Heehee
Its about this couple, and the Husband dies, and the husband's 3 best friends need to take care of her when shes pregnant..
And they know nothing about pregnancy! hahahahah its funny
Heehee, watching it now
BYE~~~~~~

987FM

2009-12-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

If you like the radio station 987FM, Then maybe i have an idea for you!
You can go to 987FM's website, http://www.987fm.sg/, and click the icon "Hear Us"
then you have an ONLINE RADIO! ahahaha
how cool is that?
Okay.. It isnt that cool, but i think its cool! :D
Im listening to it right now.
I find it better then making a playlist on youtube or mixpod and listening to the same songs over and over again!
So boring right! Hahahaha now the song is Mad World by Adam Lambert!
Hahaha the song just ended.
Anyways, im at home alone, stuck in the computer room because im too scared to be alone outside.
Yes, i am scared to be alone. Because i am daring enough to watch and listen to ghost stories, and horror, and gore, but not brave enough to be at home alone.
How DUMBBBB.
I know.
heehee. At least i have everything i need in the room. Tv, Computer, handphone.
Almost everything actually.
The thing that i dont have is the toilet...
Yes, i need to go to the toilet.. But i guess i'll just wait awhile. Until.. around.. 10+++++++
Sister is away on retreat, Mum has gone to friends house, Dad is working. Dog is outside, sleeping. Not much use of a company anyway.
I also need to buy a gift for my mum...
Her birthday is tomorrow.. Sigh. Havent bought anything yet. I guess i'll just buy her lunch! :D
Hahaha, Will blog soon again! :)

2009-12-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

HIHI~
Played L4D just now, but it seems kinda boring after awhile, due to playing it too many times. Sigh.
I just wish that i could download the L4D2 Demo!
It looks real fun on youtube, and i see alot of people playing it!!
Darn.
But the family computer's graphic card is just so limited, and it cant play this game.
I want to play, especially on XBOX on a .. hmmm maybe a plasma screen tv!! HD TOO!!
hahaha dream big.
Bye!

2009-12-04T16:07:00.001+08:00

Went swimming and running today..
Running first, then swimming.
Ran about... 6 rounds around the court, which is about 2.4km.
Tired seh!
Anyways, bathed, then went to tampines to eat.
Ate at yoshinoya, then went home! hahaha
Need to buy dinner for dad later.
:D

2009-12-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

RAIN RAIN RAIN.
MONSOON SEASON. Bleah.
I got drenched in the rain today, the really really heavy kind..
Now im so sleepy, dont know why, maybe being drenched in the rain drains my energy.
Anyway i was cycling to Elias Mall, to get my dog to the petshop for grooming.
I "parked" my bicycle under a block of flats, and carried my dog through the rain, HOW HEROIC~
Hahaha my wallet was on my dog, kinda...
And it kept dropping, and the adults walking past me could not just freaking help me to pick it up!!
URGH whats worse is that my hair was dripping, and my clothes were wet..
WTH!

2009-11-30T16:35:00.003+08:00

I havent updated this blog in like so long!
Haha, my mouth hurts, theres an end of a wire poking at the insides of my cheek.
Theres like ulcers everywhere!
Like what the hell.
Even when i put the wax, its more irritating, as it keeps coming out, and it tastes like candle waz or something.
And i have to brush after every meal, after every sweet, after every soft drink.
It sucks okay. :(
Gotta live through it anyway, its like the 4th day out of 2 years.
2Years! 2Freaking Years.
I also need 1 more year with the retainers.
SIGH
hahahaha
i cant eat burgers, now.
And yes, i am craving for subway, but i cant just open my mouth and stuff it in my mouth and start chewing like nothing is on my teeth.
The brackets are stuck with glue, and if i eat chunky meat im a goner! Hurray.
I WANT SUBWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :'(

2009-11-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

Guess what? I have braces on right now and im feeling really irritated!
I cant eat properly, it hurts when i touch my teeth together.
And that happens when i eat. Also, i eat really really slowly, and that truely sucks, because i like to eat fast.
I thought i was okay with you already, on thursday, but guess what?
You hurt me with your stupid jokes again.
You dont get to criticise me, because my self-esteem is hurt because of you.
You were the one who indirectly told me that my teeth were not normal.
Yes, i was born that way, and you were born with straight teeth, and i have to suck it up right?
You dont get to criticise me anymore, since that.
And guess what? You criticise other people too!
Isnt that a joy to know?! Yes, it certainly is, asshole.
You only know how to criticise huh?
You can be rude to others, but when others are rude to you, you immediately get pissed off and whatnots.
Oh, my,gosh. I guess it really sucks to be your friend!

2009-11-24T20:57:00.002+08:00

today is a really crappy day!
Woke up in the morning to a stomachache, and i couldnt go to the interchange, had to walk so far to the bus stop that had 15!
Anyways, today alot of people were like late, so we had a late briefing, then the spectators went to the rock wall, and the climbers went into isolation.
I saw some ofd the under14 finals for girls climbs, and i realised something.. But im not gonna put it here la! hahaha
then sat in miss shaheeda's car and went back to loyang to get the TJC mats, woah!
The mats are like gigantic man! And really soft, so its hard to carry it, not like the ones that we originally had, but so what! ITS GIGANTIC! hahaha
so now i guess we can do the mega roof and alot of other walls together!:D
got back to springfield, and by then all the loyang climbers have already climbed.
so i just bouldered for abit when kaboom something happened hahahaha
SHOCKE! hahaha
its meant to be without the D ;D
hahah tired, took like 2 1 hour naps just now! going to watch the mentalist now..
Oning the TV!

2009-11-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

It really sucked, the last competition of the year.
Its really weird how only one person supports this friendship.
You dont really cherish it at all dont you.
When i go into finals for the very first time, im so happy, and i literally jump for joy, and you're pissed off about it. But when you always go to the finals of whatever competititon, i always jump for joy for you. Last year, you and nadiah went to so many competitions, and i didnt go to any, and what does that say about how i should feel?
I always have to be the maid, and truthfully, im sick of it.
You always show that pissed off face when i go something good. Why?
I really dont comprehend.
Anyways, i did some crappy shitass moves today. Really unforgiveable, and i had a mental breakdown.
My coach was pretty much disappointed in me for hesitating, and i pretty much am disappointed with myself too.
I didnt hesitate actually, i merely just wanted to repostition myself, and i slipped. Stupid move still.
Doesnt change anything, does it.

2009-11-22T13:03:00.001+08:00

Ah! Today is such a great day!
The weather is so great, windy and not that sunny!
Great day for rock climbing! hahaha LOL!
I hope tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow will also have the same weather as this! Its just so great!
I guess i am just so darn high.
Ooooooo! Wind.......
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

2009-11-21T20:57:00.002+08:00

Im so tired!
Had err, sort of training today...
Level 1 Course for Teachers, i screwed up...
Damn, i totally froze when my coach asked me something in front of the teachers.
That ruined my day totally, together with some stuff.
Anyways, ate cold prata and about like 3 packets of fries for dinner, because the rest couldnt finish the fries.
Haha, i ate cold prata with cold curry!
Haha, i thought that i would have to go to the loo because cold coconut milk = stomachache..
Anyways, i just got told my a senior that im naggy. Yay.
And so what? i can't say anything about him, because he's my senior.
Sometimes, its not good to be kind.
Like what my mother said.
My mother said that i wouldnt be able to survive in this world because im too kind, not like my sister. My sister puts herself first before anyone, and not like me, where i put other people first. thats why i cannot survive in this world.
Anyways, that particular senior is going to teach me how to not be naggy on monday. Joy.
Sometimes, i guess i just have to suck it up, even though it is hard.
You can give me the push ups for this, but i still have to say this.
You say that you're honest, and that you're saying that im naggy when i talk, but i just wanted to get people to move, and it seems that being naggy helps. When you were in my position, yes, you weren't naggy, but you were many other things. You ordered people around but didnt help. Is that better then being naggy? I dont think so. I have my ways, and you have yours, so if my way is to be naggy, then so be it, you have no right to correct my style, and my way of doing things.
You say that you're bring honest in telling me this, but actually, you are rude in telling me I AM NAGGY. You could have rephrased it into a better sentence, and made it sound better. You know why im pissed with you? Because I WAS KIND TO YOU. AND WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU STABBED ME IN THE BACK AND STABBED THROUGH MY FUCKING HEART. I WAS FUCKING KIND TO YOU. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS FROM YOU? AND FROM OTHER PEOPLE TOO! AM I BORN TO BE A SLAVE TO MY FRIENDS ?
I dont see a point in being who i am anymore, as it hurts me.

2009-11-18T22:14:00.004+08:00

IM SO TIRED!
Had training today, to see what happened during training try to find it at my links yeah!?
hahahah had student council camp, after training i totally rushed upstairs and changed, and got into the room!
I was so hungry, and a student leader AMAZING AMIRAH gave me food!
YAY I LOVE HER:D
At teabreak time at around... 3+ i ate my lunch, and yay! hahahhahaha
anyways ate Mcspicy for dinner and its sooooooo not spicy at all laaaaaa...
hahhaha will try MEGA mcspicy next time \
im so full now!

2009-11-18T22:14:00.003+08:00

The song currently in my head...

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

2009-11-18T22:12:00.001+08:00

Student Council Camp is so tiring!
SIGH
The first day was the most tiring..
The second day is the cheers...
Third.. Havent gone through it yet:D
Awaiting training tomorrow + Camp after wards..

2009-11-16T18:23:00.002+08:00

Sigh! I am so hungry right now, I havent felt hungry in so long!
Because usually, i like to...Snack..
So that is why i dont feel hungry usually!
Haha, ;D
So happy;D
LOL!
I wonder why So many people are not going to come for the student council camp tomorrow...
I know about like.. a few people that are not going.
Sad. ;D

2009-11-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

Sigh, am tired today, i am in serious need of some sleep/rest.
Darn, feeling crapped up today, heard some news.
Its just kinda sad how a person can just break another person in the palms of theirs hands, and crush them into pieces.
You dont see ants killing ants, elephants killing elephants or some sort right.
Humans are of the same species, yet they are killing each other day by day, emotionally, physically and morally...
Yes, it sucks, but i guess its just human nature..

2009-11-14T13:14:00.002+08:00

Yay, today i found this website where i can watch Grey's Anatomy!
Haha, so happy.

[I WANT TO BE AN OFFICIAL]

2009-11-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

I have disappointed many people lately, and i just want to say that im sorry for what i have done, or what i didnt, that has hurt you.
I dont know whats happening to me lately, i just can't seem to get it right.
Everything is turning out to be crap for me, while the rest seem to be on the top of the world, in the prime of their lives.
I really hope that the old me comes back, as i miss her alot.
God, maybe there's just something wrong with my brain and body, if i cant seem to get everything right.
If i cant hear about like 7-8 phone calls or alarms to wake me up, if there really something wrong with me?
Maybe i just need a good good full day of sleeping.
But don't you agree that sleeping makes your life shorter, as you get to do lesser things.
I guess i really have to take one day off, and just sleep the whole day, for 24hours, and wake up feeling sore but refreshed.
I think that might work... I might try it someday.
[I WANT TO BE AN OFFICIAL]

2009-11-12T22:23:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH So tired.
I recently made a new 'blog' on wordpress.
the url is http://nicoleaedwards.wordpress.com ;D
its going to be all about rock climbing, so it will be abit boring... ;D
hahhahahha
had training at springfield today, i really love their wall!
Hahahhahah its damn nice to smear on!

Tired + Sore = More trainings to come.

2009-11-09T15:59:00.002+08:00

God, i havent blogged in so long.
Anyways, feeling real tired now...
Had training at Safra Yishun yesterday, and im really really sore! :'(
Hahas, just taken my breakfast..
I dont think i can still eat with my left side, but at least its better then the first extraction!
The first extraction, i couldnt even gargle water!
Sigh, anyways,gonna have training tomorrow at Springfield!
On friday, i think we're gonna have training in school..
I forgot whether it was hihg wall or bouldering..
Anyways... I guess i got to go now.. :D
Will try to update more often!

2009-11-09T15:59:00.001+08:00

Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
It seriously hurts.
The second round of injections hurt the most.
It super super hurt like crap and now i am feeling like crap.
Slept for the whole afternooon, hoped that the pain would go away this way.
But, i didnt apply pressure when i slept, so i dont think the bleeding is going to stop anytime soon...
:'(

2009-11-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

Im so tired...
Had to go for competition on two days haha
Shagged like crazy.......
:(
ahhahahaha anyways im going for extraaction again tomorrow..
Fuck it i hate extraction!!
DARN
hahahhahahhahaha need wake up early im so sleepyyyyyy
On friday night i couldnt sleep because i drank peach tea!
i mean its so ... tempting.. You cant resist it mahhh
so i drank and i couldnt sleep
Woke up late, was sleepy the whole day.. :(

2009-11-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

I am totally tired!
Shagged as shagged can get.
Bouldered today, instead of high wall-ing, due to the massive thunderstorm today.
[Boom Boom, Clash clash, Light light] LOL i am trying to be lame here.
hahas, so we boulder till the end of time, and did some yoga strength training..
Man, it was tiring.
Im so tired, i can hardly type anything..
:'(
Anyways, will still head to school tomorrow,have training again..
Hahas, tomorrow will also be the 'knowing of subject combination' day
Hope i get the class that i hope for:D

2009-11-03T16:39:00.004+08:00

[SIGH]
Im so tired..
hahas, had ODAC today, i just want to say ..
A big sorry to people whom i shouted at, or got angry at, or showed bad attitude to..
SORRY!
Hmmm, so anyways, today, many people were late for training!
Sadded, had some time to grab a bite in the canteen, and then started training,
got the mattresses..
Esther went to central to buy bubble tea, and almost everyone was drinking except me!
I didnt order..
Because i thought someone was not ordering lor...
Cheat my feelings.. :'(
hahhaha anyways, 'lepak-ed' at central for abit and went home..
Gonna watch Grey's Anatomy Now!

2009-11-02T16:18:00.002+08:00

I haven't blogged in days!!
Haha, had climb on on saturday, so didnt blog, sunday internet down!
SAD
hahahhaha
anyways climb on on sunday was AWESOME
DYNO COMPETITON WAS THE AWESOME-MUS
yay
lol
Beatrice won!
hahaha, good for her~
Today went to pass up subject combination, and there were like sooooooo many ppl there!!
The whole computer lab was like full!
Haha, actually 2 computer labs were reserved for us, but the teachers had a meeting in the other, so we only had 1 computer labbbb
Sadddd
I chose 3E3 as my first choice, with DNT and History as the chosen subjects!
hope i get in though, many ppl chose 3E3 tooooo

2009-10-30T21:39:00.005+08:00

SIAN!
Collection of report book today, i got okay..
Haha, i wont say the results here though, dont want to action [HAHAHHAHAH LOL NO LA]
so anyways had training today and boy, did so little ppl come ..
Anyways, if you think that your friends are more important then your training the day before your competition, than go ahead, seriously, just go ahead and go gather with your friends, you dont need to train anymore, since you guys are so good already.
to all those that came thank you very much for your time and effort you put in.
It kinda weird how some people can just think that they are the world, and just help themselves with their own lifestyles and what nots.
Shouldn't we grow and learn as a club instead of just improving as an individual ?
Okay, never mind , i guess its okay if you want it that way.

2009-10-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

Im ...so...tired...
i had training today..
and boy, am i tired out..
anyways shall start from the top, which is this morning!
so... we had assembly, and miss tan started to call out ppl which are very very extremely good, namely ng jia hui hikari nakaya, sherlin lee, nadiah sairon, lena tan, and quite afew more.. but i cant remember..
im sorry for not typing out your names in capital as i am simply too tired to.
so anyways, we had a math trail and it was the same as last year's so it was quite boring..
and then we went to the clubhouse to 'play' and i was watching ppl play pool..
Joel Lim can play it very well, and so can shannon!
so cool.
then had spring cleaning, walk here walk there to find broom.
finally found one, and started cleaning up..
we then went to the performance theatre, where we sat there for about 1 hr 45 mins, talking about subject combinations..
later a few of us were picked out, me included, and i realised we were the 'potential student councilors' for next year..
ZZZ..
anyways had training and it was super tiring!
couldnt care right now to elaborate, except i was really pissed off at something!
URGH
hahhahahah
Awaiting report books!

2009-10-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

Pulau Semakau trip was like okay la..
Firstly we went to the AVA Room, for a briefing by 'Captain Edward'..
Yeah, sense the irony.
Then about 8++ we went to the Foyer, waiting for bus.. wah damn slow..
then we reached!
The pier.. We were supposed to go to Marina Barrage, but the bus driver sent us to the wrong place..
so diaox..
So we went to MARINA SOUTH PIER~
Then we spent around 1hr ++ there, and at about 11:15 we went downstairs, and got ready to take the boat!
Our class was assigned to one boat, the other 3 had to share the boat with each other!
hahaha so we got a boat all to ourselves!
The Boat ride was fun.. but we couldnt go to the upper deck, and the other classes saw dolphins...
:'(
hahhaha
anyways, play soccer today, and boy, was it hot!
after recess, we went to Dance studio, and got this slide show..
We got sweets for correct answers and the teacher never throws it to our side!
Unfair sia
hahaha so than later me and jiahui went to bathe in the female toilet!
ahahhahah so refreshing man!
The showerhead is like very very very the strong la
so fun!
hahha hope to bathe there soon!
LOL That sounds wrong

2009-10-26T16:12:00.001+08:00

HEY PEOPLE
Im so sleepy today, i dont know why.
I also can't sleep early, there's FRINGE tonight.
I wanna watch..
Anyways, my godma is here today! hahas
Went to Elias Mall just now, bought sour plum!
I dont have any sweets though..
[2E1 ppl, this is a hint that you're supposed to share with me.. ]
Okay, so moving on...
Theres actually nothing much to say..
Hmm.. Except that i missed one episode of grey's anatomy!
Now i have completely no idea what is happening in the show!
Darn .

IT Fair ?

2009-10-25T19:25:00.002+08:00

Today i was a little bit grumpy when i woke up..
Actually very grumpy, because i slept late, and i had to wake up early to go church.
Like about 7+ need to wake up!
Haha, so after church my family went to Singapore Expo!
There were about.. 1/4 the nation's people there, as it was freaking crowded!
I hate crowds.
So my sister bought a pair of shoes there, and i didnt get to buy anything, as usual.
Its always like that, i dont know why.
Its like, i ask for something right in the face of my mom, and she just totally ignores me and continues to whatever she was talking, so i gave up.
If not, she would say that it was not worth it, not nice, not whatever, and i end up with nothing.
My sister, on the other hand, gets to buy whatever she wants!
Even if it is expensive, not worth it or its simply because she likes it, then she gets to buy it.
It really sucks, im not trying to be jealous or anything, its just not fair.
Yeah, i know, life isn't fair, so stop complaining right?
So later we moved on to hall5 i think, at the IT Fair of some sort.
They were selling alot of stuff at cheap prices, like Laptops, Tvs, Cameras and all the technology stuff.
There were also auctions,Like original price is $1000, and potential buyer raise up hand, and only got 5 sets to give, and the price now is.... $500!
And everyone starts snatching and moving forward to grab a piece of paper that allows them to get the TV at that price.
Singaporeans.
Anyways, we bought a TV too, in that way, but without the snatching crap.
Yay! Im overjoyed, because im the tv addict in the house!
Haha! But im a little pissed with my sister, she always likes to eat CUP NOODLES without cooking the packet ones, when she is like at home, and not in a rush or anything.
Its more convenient, the cup noodles, but if you're at home shouldn't you take the packet ones and cook, instead of eating your ass off on something that cooks only for 3-5 minutes?
Darn, in like 10 years maybe all the families don't need to cook anymore.

2009-10-24T15:01:00.000+08:00

Okay, i have changed my blogskin..
I think Syazie should be happy nowwww~
LOL!
Haha i guess i still prefer on page blogs, not like click here click there kind..
Its kinda stupid.
And irritating to change.
Hm.
Anyways, im going to try to put music, see if it's spoilt again.
See ya soon~

2009-10-24T13:32:00.002+08:00

I think im going to change my blogskin again soon..
Firstly, because syazwan has it too, and its kinda weird..
Secondly, because i think its very troublesome, although this skin is really nice.
I can't put my Plurk! , and some ppl can only write on the tagboard if the resolution is changed.. and its irritating..
Kinda.
Searching for blogskins, i think i might have found a nice one..

2009-10-23T20:09:00.003+08:00

Today, i cried.
Over my design&technology paper.
I didn't cry over my marks, just because i was angry and pissed with my marks.
Thank you to those who were there for me, namely..
LENA! SANDHYA! CHLOE! RANJITHA!
sorry if i miss you out, because i have a really bad memory..
Anyways, i got my design&technology, science, literature, geography and art results back.
I was a little disappointed with my geography results ads i could have done better.
I failed my section C for Geography, i only got like.. 14/30 , like what the fuck?
Anyways, i had CCA today, again, and im really tired now!
Had strength training just now, and im tired!
Haha, the track&field members were there too, and Ranjitha was like.. shy to go sit with the guys! haha, i still remember that she was afraid to ask miss ruth for extra marks during science..
Anyways, i dont understand how some people claim to love someone else wholeheartedly, but hurt them so badly.... ?
Its just plain stupid and ironic right?
Or is it?
Anyways, theres no school on monday!
Only on Tuesday, and we'll be going to Pulau Semakau LANDFILL~
LAUGHOUTLOUD.
We'll be taking a boat throughout the journey..
Hope that everyone will be well on the boat!
Bring SOUR PLUMS and MOTION SICKNESS PILLS!

2009-10-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

I. Am. Totally. Shagged.
Tired out from training man.
I went to Climb Asia in Farrer Park on Wednesday, and like just had training today afternoon, and is also having training tomorrow...
I hope that my body can take the 'weight' of all this trainings!
Anyways, i got to train hard as competitions are coming up!
Im not really good in Climbing though.
Im just.... average.
My teeth ache!!
The tooth beside the extraction 'site' hurts like crap.
Ouch!

2009-10-19T17:13:00.001+08:00

Im awake, i went to sleep just now..
I am feeling kinda fucked up, as to ..
Is it all worth it?
The bleeding still hasnt stopped i think, and it hurts when i move my mouth, especially the bottom jaw.
The top jaw hurt just now, like before i last slept..
OWW
it still hurts..
God save me from this shit man

2009-10-19T12:59:00.002+08:00

Im back from the dentist, just got 2 of my teeth extracted on the right side of my face.
AND FUCK IT HURTS
the top one is hurting like fuggggg
the dentist was pulling and pulling and pulling and pulling
and it just wont come out...
And finally it came out and fuck it was fucking pain
the injection pain only lasted for about 1second, then it wasnt that pain..
The right side of my mouth is like numb now, it feels swollen, but its not..
hahahahahha
Fuck it hurts.
the gauze is in my mouth and it really tastes like crap, esp when i swallow my saliva, because imagine the gauze is soaked with blood/saliva, and you apply pressure, alot of crap will squeeze out and its fucking disgusting................
>_<

2009-10-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

YAY
I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! LOL
SO HAPPY BECAUSE ITS SOOOO NICEEEEEEEEEEEE~
LOL ACTION CHEYY
^ Give him a kick in the balls and a whack on the head.

2009-10-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

You should go to http://www.britanniahigh.com for more information
I really like Claudine!
Shes the one in Watch this space and Growing Pains
In watch this space, shes the one in black..
Even though in this show she portrays a mean and bad character, i prefer her because shes more confident and she doesnt care even if people hates her..
OMG I LOVE HER CHARACTER!!
She's just so bold.
Yay,

2009-10-18T17:49:00.003+08:00

This is a song from a Britain drama, 'Britannia High'
Its something like High School Musical, except its better!
Theres a song sang by one of the characters, called BB, and i think that the lyrics are really meaningful..
This is the song:

Here is the lyrics:

Its the things that we don't say,
Everybody makes the same mistakes,
Take them with us when they go away,
Why we do what we do

I had a dream we were talking
There was nothing in our way
We were laughing, we were walking
Just the most beautiful day
But in the light of the morning
I was still in the dark
Cause i had you, and i lost you
Before i got to your heart

Its the things that we don't say,
Everybody makes the same mistakes,
Take them with us when we go away,
Why we do what we do

You didn't know that i loved you
Didn't know i made you proud
Cause the people being people
The words get stuck in your mouths
And people being people
Get so worried about shouting out loud

Its the things that we don't say,
Everybody makes the same mistakes,
Take them with us when they go away,
Why we do what we do

Take them with us yeah,
We can never go without the two,
Why we do what we do ...
This song is about BB's brother, who passed away..

You should also catch the other Britannia High songs,
These are the ones i like best!
Like Proud,[for children with problems with their parents]

Or Growing Pains[about someone whos very sad ],

Or Watch this space, [I like this song and dance alot!! ]

Or Fight song, [BB is going to kill someone, and someone is stopping him]

LISTEN! hahahah i think im some what obsessed.
hahah no la, i just like the songs!

2009-10-18T17:37:00.001+08:00

I had a really really weird dream yesterday, which is not possible in real life..
Like too dangerous for it to happen in real life..
Laugh Out Loud.
Anyways, tomorrow im going to the dentist for an extraction..
ireally hope it doesnt hurt like crap..
[OWWWWWWWWWWWWW]
i tried finding blogskins, but none of them looks nice...
Will try to find somemore!

2009-10-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

Today is such a sleepy day.
I said that i would sleep through the weekend, and i really did.
LOL!
Hahaha, i feel refereshed though, after sleeping about... more then 12 hours..
Do you know that you can have a slept debt and a sleep bank of some sort..?
Its like if you sleep too little, you will have a sleep debt of ... hours.
If you sleep to much, then you'll have a sleep bank of ... hours.
So, if you know that like.. eg. tomorrow you are going to sleep late, then you should store up your bank for the next day by sleeping extra!
I think i read that from a book from the library..
Might want to check it out to know more!

2009-10-16T12:21:00.003+08:00

School was boring today.
Fucking boring.
and im fucking pissed, because of some particular asshole.
You fucker.
You think you're soooo great and you even bathe in money right.
How nice. Bastard.
You think you're so rich, when the money that you have is not even yours!
Yeah, and that totally gives you the right to critise the fuck out of others la.
Fucking asshole.

2009-10-15T22:37:00.003+08:00

OMG FINALLY I CAN POST A BLOG POST!
I've been feeling so stressed these few days, because of the examinations.
I dont get how some people can not study and like.. still get the grades they want.
Damn, finally.
I can do everything i want now!
Yay!
But i want to sleep. and i cant.
damn

2009-10-12T19:37:00.001+08:00

Hmmmmm
finally art is over
for the past few days, ive been sleeping at like 12++++++
sometimes even at 1 and im really tired..
Zzzzz

2009-10-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hey ya guys!
I just finished my Geography and Math paper2 today, and guess what?
Its sucked. again.
Yes, my math sucks. I just got insulted by getting told that i have no foundation in my algebra.
Like whatever okay, just because your math is good doesnt mean you can critise people like that..
You can just say it in a nicer way, in a nicer tone while you're busy critising.
Urgh.
Complain complain complain, yes, a true singaporean.
Yay me.

2009-10-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

Urgh! I really feel unprepared for the examinations...
Like.. For art, i haven't even completed it and the exam for art is on monday!!
Dammit..
Urgh.
Well, instead of complaining over here, i should be doing it now aint i?
Hmm.
Right.

2009-10-05T21:37:00.002+08:00

What do you do when life just comes rushing to you like a gush of wind and gives you a slap in the face?
What do you do then?
There are many choices..
Accept it and move on?
Cry about it for days and days?
Bottle up your feelings and not tell anyone?
What would you do?
I would.. Accept it and move on, because life is just like that, it just throws you things that you cannot accept, but you just have to accept it.
Urgh, fuck it.
I want to change my blogskin, because SOMEONE DIDNT LIKE IT...
Sad huh?
LOL. Im going to change it after the examinations, and im going to find a really EMO ONE!
Hahahha LOL
i want to go now, Fringe is going to start soon

2009-10-02T22:21:00.001+08:00

Im so tired, went swimming today, came back at 9:30.
Wah tired sia...
Zzzzz
Watching Scary Movie I now.. hahahhah its like quite hilarious..

2009-10-01T16:51:00.002+08:00

Don't you just hate people who lie?
ME!
Had 2 exams today.
English and Mother Tongue paper1..
English was okay, except that i had too little time, i wrote ALOT of things.
when there was like 1 minute left, i was like still writing 1 last sentence, because of that, i tied my papers wrongly, but arranged them in the correct order..
for chinese i was like quite shocked at the questions la okay..
SHOCKED LA
like what sia
anyways i slept for like.. about 30 minutes.. [MUHAHAHHAHAHHA]
yay me.
Then i dont know what the fuck happened
i like kena panseh sia and the person like blaming me.
What the fuck sia
anyhow only.

2009-09-28T16:04:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh i found these lyrics to a song called 'Happy'
Its by Leona Lewis and i find that i can like... kinda relate to it.
Because it just like my world..
Here are the Lyrics..

Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

Got this lyrics from www.lyricsmode.com
Hee hee I really really relate to this song! Kinda.
Heres the song if you didnt hear it before!

2009-09-26T15:06:00.001+08:00

Im watching a Japanese Movie called '10 Promises To My Dog'
Its a really nice show about a girl and a dog..
DUH.
HAHAH Me likes animal shows!
:D

2009-09-26T15:02:00.002+08:00

What do you do when your friend seeks your attention, then suddenly ignores you..
Then seeks your attention, then ignores you?
Its so complicated.
Sigh.
Part and parcel of life huh?

2009-09-26T14:59:00.002+08:00

24 September 2009, Parent-Teacher Meeting
Boring as hell.
I didnt go home after school, I just stayed in school and studied..
The meeting was sooo boring.
Like..
The vice-principal talked and then we talked to the teacher, then we talked to various teachers..
Boring!
HAHAHHA

2009-09-22T18:34:00.003+08:00

Today, nothing much happened.
I think there are many kinds of people in the world.
There are people who show their feelings, like sadness and sorrow, while there are some people which hide their feelings, and pretend to be like normal..
I won't call them fake, but its kind of like their own way of 'showing' their feelings.
Well, theres a history test tomorrow!
And im prepared. NOT.
Damn, i forgot about it.
Have to do study later.
Im not that good in history, have to buck up!
Bye~~

2009-09-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
THE COOLEST THING JUST HAPPENED TO ME!!
IN LEFT4DEAD TERMS I MEAN!!
YAY YAY YAY!!
Its get boring now, if you dont like Left4Dead..
Here goes!
I was playing death toll, at the church part and the awesome-mus tank came out and i ran away.. [such a wimp.]
then after he died, i threw a pipe bomb over the other side of the fence, and i somehow startled a witch which i didnt even hear.
So i ran away again! [wimpy~]
What do you expect me to do?
I cant just stand there and like.. wait to die.
so. i hid in a room, and i heard her outside, screaming and screaming
i stood facing the door, so that she cant open it, and she was still screaming and screaming
i was like what the hell?
Usually, if she cant find the person that startled her, shell run away..
But she sat outside the room!
I cant even go out!
I opened the door and she was freaking outside
hahahha i closed the laptop and im currently waiting for my sis to come back to settle it.
She loves witches.

2009-09-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Hello!
Hahaha.
I hate it when parents... change.
My mum, she was like pissed with me because she didnt hear what i said properly and she blamed it on me.
I ate lunch, i went to exercise. I was a teenie weenie hungry, then i told my mum i wanted to eat. then we went to a food court and i told her i wanted to buy pepper lunch, and that she could share with me because i wasnt that hungry. than she went on to buy another item, and ate 1/4 of it, took my food, and i had to eat the freaking rest.
So in the end i had to stuff 3/4 of mine and 1/2 of hers.
What? Im a pig? I have to eat everything because i dont like to waste food, and in the end 1/2 the bowl of rice was left to waste. I ate lunch. She, didnt.
What the hell man.
And then im freaking full and walking around the shopping centre, and my mum wanted to buy some biscuits or whatever from marks and spencer.
so me, my mom and my dad went to marks and spencer.
Then my mom went on to find what she wanted to buy, and my father said he liked this biscuit or whatever, so i took it and wanted to put it in the basket then her started to like get angry.
What the hell?!
Urgh.
Venting my anger again. My Blog is so surrounding the main theme anger.

2009-09-19T20:03:00.001+08:00

Hello~
Me is currently bored and still watching Grey's Anatomy.
Yippee! Im already at Season3, watching the 1st episode.
I think i'll try not to watch during the examinations and just mug, mug, mug.

2009-09-19T12:53:00.002+08:00

Hello~!
Im like so bored and addicted to Grey's Anatomy.
Examinations are coming and im still watching.
What to do, what to do?
Urgh.
Its just so hard to not watch it when its there, waiting for you on youtube or something and you just can't watch it.
Dammit, they almost always end the episode with a question like, what is going to happen next? The main charater is holding a bomb in her hands and she can't take it out!
So you immediately have to like click for the next episode.
Its like a reflex action!
sigh.

2009-09-17T20:20:00.004+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!
Bored out of my mind.
Currently watching Grey's Anatomy, Season 2, Episode 16!
It was titled "It's at world's end" or something.
There was a freaking bomb in a guy's body!!
And a PARAMEDIC's hands were holding it.
Great, they named it 'Code Black' !
COOL!
HAHAHHAHA
byebye
going to be right back!

2009-09-16T16:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I spent the whole day playing the computer.
And that resulted in me forgetting to do my 'homework', which actually did not need to be handed up the next day.
How stupid is that? I spent like 1 hour doing it, putting in so much effort, and in the end, people say the composition sucked.
And that was not my teacher. Teachers dont say that.
Today i slept in class, and i woke up a few times to see the answers on the projector screen, but the slides were too fast.
Had to get the answers from my friend, LENA! YAY!
Thank you! :3
Hm. Im considering whether or not to pour all my feelings on this blog.
Hmm. Should i?
You can't have the best of both worlds.
Miley Cyrus said, "You get the best of both worlds".
I think she could get it, but i dont think some people can.
So they should just stop trying to have the best of both worlds!
Stop!
What? You can't just treat people like this, you can't just be nice and then later go find another piece of crap to suck the life out.
What the fuck la.
Seriously.
Urgh.
I hate characters.

2009-09-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Tired. Stressed. Sleepy.
Thats what im feeling right now.
Tired, CCA + i went swimming yesterday and was tired. Really tired.
Stressed, Exams are coming.
Sleepy, Something like a jet lag, once you start sleeping late, you cant change back to sleeping at 10 or something..
SIGH.
Watching Grey's Anatomy. The SERIAL!
It rocks, seriously.
Watch it.
It gives you some life skills, the main character is Meredith and she experiences things in life and learns from it.
It really ROCKS!
This is the icon...

This is the season 1 cast i think.

From Left to right, Dr. Burke, Meredith Grey, Dr. Derick Shepherd, Dr. Addison Shepherd (his wife), Cristina(Sitting), George O'Malley(standing), Izzie(Sitting), Alex, Dr. Bailey, and The chief of the hospital.
Lemme tell you the relations!
SPOILER ALERT !
Dr. Burke and Cristina are attached and she once got pregnant with his baby. Cristina is an Intern and Dr. Burke is a doctor. [well. DUH]
Meredith loves Derick, they were in a relationship until Mrs. Shepherd[Addison] Came to seattle and found out. Meredith didnt know that derick had a wife.. Derick was given Divorce papers but he didnt sign it.
George likes Meredith but he doesnt want to let her know. Apparently Meredith is Liked but ALOT of people like Alex, Derick, George and a few patients... Shes the main character, thats why.
Izzie likes Alex. I think. They were together for awhile.. im not sure if they will stay together though...
Dr. Bailey is not with anyone because shes married! Shes their like.. resident or something . Like their teacher in charge.
And the Chief too. Hes married.
WATCH! ITS REALLY GREAT SHOW
byebye

2009-09-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D
I dont really have much to talk about, except that im sitting in front of the computer colouring my final composition for art while watching Grey's Anatomy on Youtube.
Yeah, and my life truely sucks, because i was watching it, and suddenly this girl likes this guy and they were in the process of doing that in a car[?!?!?!?] and suddenly, my mom walks in and i cover the screen!
And shes like, are you watching adult shows?
Sigh. Sometimes Life just puts you in a spot i guess.
Byebye! Going to wrap things up on the computer, and getting ready for Scary Movie IV[while still doing my art. Such a life. ]!!

2009-09-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

Have you finished your holiday homework?
Well, I certainly haven't.
I have done bits and pieces of it, but not fully completed it yet!
Haiz.
Was at McDonalds today.
Saw some quarrels happen.
Some people are brave to ask the other people what their problem is, but they just use it in the wrong way.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Really sucks that way.
I LOVE THIS EMOTICON!! :3
:3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3
Cute right!!!!
Byebye! Got to go yeah!

2009-09-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the movie that i want to watch!

Where Got Ghost

Year One - NC 16

Aliens In the Attic

Final Destination - M18

I Love You, Beth Cooper - NC16/M18

Damn. I really want to watch I love you beth cooper.

So funny.

Seriously. watch the trailer. You'll know what im talking about! :3

2009-09-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!
Watched "The Proposal" today!
It's a really nice show, if you like romantic comedies.
The ending was abit abrupt though. Like it just suddenly ended..
But the last part after the ending ... ROCKS! It was just hilarious!!
Must watch!

2009-09-07T14:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO~~
Theres this really nice website called "Fuck my Life", its about everyday life stories that are really quite bad..
So go read some of it, its quite interesting!
Read the top FMLs .. Funny.
http://www.fmylife.com/ :D

2009-09-07T11:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my Dad's birthday! Happy Birthday yeah!
Went out the whole day yesterday!
Laugh Out Loud.
Went to this place in front or behind of Bugis Junction to eat a Nyonya buffet!
The food was excellant!
Loved it, should try it sometimes.. :D

2009-09-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

Out of my comfort zone, what to do.
I guess i'll be making braces for my teeth soon, will start the extraction and everything during the school holidays.
Today i went for consultation and the making of the mould of my teeth.
Boy, how it sucked.
The mould for the bottom jaw of my teeth was okay, but for the upper part,, its sucked like hell!
It felt as if you were forcing yourself to puke out yesterday's dinner or something.
The mould is made out of like.. "powder" and water, and it is was like really really thick yogurt, except that it taste like anything good at all. I was asked to breathe through my nose, and it worked for awhile.
After that, the thick mould was half-blocking my airways, and i started to hyper-ventilate, and my hand started to move up to my mouth, as a natural reaction to remove whatever that is blocking my mouth, but the dentist told me if i took it out now, i would have to re-do it, and go through this same torture all over again. So i put my hand down, but i really couldnt breathe through my nose anymore, i kept breathing through my mouth and hyper-ventilating like crazy!
She told me she'll take out the mould in about a minute, and i was like "A MINUTE!!! I CAN'T BREATHE!!!"
She removed it in about... 5-10 secs and luckily, i didnt have to go through it again.
That i went to do an X-ray of my teeth[!?] then proceeded to go home.
Yippee!! At least i got through it.
After October the 23th, i have to go back to extract my teeth...
Ouch. Wonder how it would feel like, or hurt like.

2009-09-04T16:27:00.002+08:00

Haizzzzz
Im like so tired today!
ODACODACODAC!
Damn Tired....
Haiyo, today got nothing much to say, so i wont blog much..
Just that im veryveryvery tired..

2009-09-03T19:08:00.002+08:00

Oh My Gosh!!
Today sucks!!
I didnt bring my DNT Sketchbook, kena scolding. Didnt do music, got to rush rush rush. Then i left my hand phone in the toilet!!!!
What the hell!!
I was listening to music, then i went to the toilet to change after school, and i put my hand phone on the top of the toilet thingy, and i just left it there and went off!!
I even made a mental note to myself to take it before i left, and i forgot!!
SIGH. IM SO PATHETIC!
Aiyoh.
Anyways, i sincerely thank the person that found my handphone although i dont know who she is, i think she's from band!!
THANK YOU!